Money Stresses Me Out So I am Going to Rant

Normally I would write something really funny or entertaining for all to read, but today that is not going to be the case. This whole car situation has really thrown a quagmire in my finances. I have not been in this financial situation in a while. I am about one month behind on some bills, I am not sleeping, and I am still looking for another job. I know that God will provide, but this is truly stressful. Every time I think I am going to catch up, another bill comes in the mail that I can't pay right now. I will be able to pay it, just a few days after it is due or in a week when I get another pay check, and that has not happened in a while. I get stressed out knowing that there is going to be a car payment, new insurance bills, and I am not currently seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

I know that other people are feeling the same crunch, so I know that I am not alone in this battle, but honestly, sometimes I feel that way. Being an adult is not all that it is cracked up to be. Whatever happened to freedom and carefree living? Well it's not here, that's for sure. I am strangely addicted to television shows that show people never worrying about money, and I don't know if I will ever be in that position. I swear that it has taken a few years off of my life, and definitely given me a few more gray hairs, (of which I can't afford to get colored).

If only I could win the lottery, right? Isn't that what we all say? Good things happen to those who wait right? Well, I am waiting, and wish I had a spare dollar to play the lottery!